They were moving from basement to basement. As searchlights illuminated the night sky, turning over imaginary stones, looking for those who did not comply, there was hurried movement down below. The air outside was thick with fog, filled with the stench of seared flesh, but it did not matter – it had been so for the past two months. Unearthly wails and screams punctuated the stifling atmosphere, and the rising groans of society chorused in throbbing harmony, but no one would listen. Chaotic anarchy and pandemonium was the new order. The Organisation had taken over.
***
***
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Inside, a meeting was being held. Solitary lights lined the ceiling in regimented rows, piercing the dark, chasing it away from a large table filled with charts and coffee cups. A lone voice droned on, while harsh whispers sliced the dry air. Planning their next move, second-guessing their adversaries. The Board of Directors was restless after a long day of sabotage, subterfuge, and strategy. The master plan was brilliant – it had been, for the past two months. It would work, but it had been demanding. Only time would tell of its success, and their victory. They were waiting for it.
***
Fe Guere finally found a safe spot not yet occupied by others, in the alleyway that meandered between the Gulf Tower and the Amerigo Building. Shivering from both the gnawing cold and fear after running away from the Guards, he finally could rest, and think. The Janitors would not bother checking here, he reasoned. Being ground personnel of the Organisation, the Janitors were responsible for “cleaning up the dirt of society”, as they called it, “dirt” being those who refused to acknowledge the Articles of Incorporation, the new constitution of the regime. But most of them disliked this very duty, a Job that they did not wish to undertake. It was considered unbecoming.
***
Fe Guere finally found a safe spot not yet occupied by others, in the alleyway that meandered between the Gulf Tower and the Amerigo Building. Shivering from both the gnawing cold and fear after running away from the Guards, he finally could rest, and think. The Janitors would not bother checking here, he reasoned. Being ground personnel of the Organisation, the Janitors were responsible for “cleaning up the dirt of society”, as they called it, “dirt” being those who refused to acknowledge the Articles of Incorporation, the new constitution of the regime. But most of them disliked this very duty, a Job that they did not wish to undertake. It was considered unbecoming.
.
But he was wrong. The Janitors did sweep the area, inspecting the dank corners, scrutinising behind trashcans. They found him cowering beneath a pile of garbage bags. After a brief scuffle with three of them, he was rendered unconscious, and dragged into a van.
.
Outside the alley, many others were being abducted as well. Either that, or killed when they refused to obey orders. These Janitors did not clean. They dirtied their hands.
***
Tomeo fidgeted in his seat, fiddling with a piece of leather that hung limply from the handle. “Perhaps it was the result of a quarrel turned physical,” he thought, considering the possibilities of how it was torn. After all, it was already becoming a verbal brawl in the meeting room after the meeting proper, and the tension in the air was oppressive. Darla spat viciously at the presenter, one of the new ones that came in last week. She condemned his fieldwork; they were “entirely off the bloody mark”, apparently.
“We should be targeting the children, not the adults! They are the ones we are aiming for eventually. Redo it, immediately!”
The tone of binding authority was not lost on the intern, as he fumbled with his folder before scrambling out of the room, away from the crushing atmosphere Tomeo still had to face. Time continued to crawl as other Directors began to take up Darla’s mantle, taking turns to butcher ideas and slaughter creativity. He needed some fresh air now.
***
He woke up in a room, stifling and humid. “At least I’m not feeling cold now,” he thought scornfully. Taking stock of the situation, he realised he was tied and bound with cord in an empty, dark room. He presumed it was a basement or an underground facility; there were no windows, and the room reeked of mildew. It somewhat comforted him though, as he reminisced the smell of clothes that had not been sunned long enough, the smell of damp socks that had tracked mud and pond scum after a long summer day of fun.
He remembered how the earlier days of freedom had been taken for granted; now he would give anything to savour the taste of liberty. All the ideals that his once proud country stood for now lay in the miserable dust of the past. Groaning at the thoughts of the glorious past, he compared them to the wretched present, and shuddered at his contemplation of the future. He dared think no more. He did not want to think at all. It was too horrible, too vile. It wracked him with imagined pains, which were all too real for him.
He then began willing himself to sleep, singing the lullabies that once comforted babies, that now comforted him. It seemed the most practical thing to do. For the dreamscape seemed the finest reality one could subscribe to – the rest of the world was a nightmare. That was the only thing he was sure of now.
***
It was easy to forget the dangers of over-simplification in life. Things looked more attractive when they were simple and uncomplicated. Divergence, disparity, and variation were unattractive in a society that craved compliance. Soon, the removal of all exception and anomaly became the standard operating procedure, no matter how arbitrary the practice was. The value of ideas that seemed to be simpler and easier to comprehend replaced the value of ideas that were not easily appreciated by the average person, even though they may be of greater academic value or accuracy. It was about coming to a consensus on a social level, deciding the communal consciousness of the society on certain issues. Critical thinking, individual viewpoints, differing perspectives – none of these were part of the equation. The resulting dearth in individual opinion, and the consequential loss of diversity in society was starkly evident, though there was no indication of concern over this. The communal consciousness strongly disapproved of such actions, of such concern. People were following a way of life in which they were subconsciously being told what to do these days.
But Tomeo knew better. He judiously avoided the conditioning that had already infiltrated the inner echelons of society, that had pervaded and attached to the minds of the more impressionable and acquiescent among them. Even at his senior ranking, many fellows had been inducted into the realm of the apathetic. The devious politicking that troubled him daily was but the way they had been insidiously wired to behave, a condition that had been slowly developed, like a horrid potion brewing. Machiavelli would have been ashamed of himself.
***
The world seemed to shake violently, just before it stopped abruptly. As his face left the ground, Fe Guere tasted blood in his mouth, a taste he had gotten used to. He woke up from the casual but tight slaps on his jaw, each slap landing harder than the last one. After a while, they stopped hitting him. They began instead to accuse him of crimes he could not possibly have committed, demanding for his confessions. None came. After they listed a string of offences, of treason, of being a social nuisance, somehow, by some way or another, he passed out again.
***
His duties as part of the Board of Directors were about to end today. They had begun their exercise of removing those who did not give in, those who did not give up. He, along with a few others, had been handpicked by the Chairman, a man who seemed more like a despotic tyrant, with the help of the Advisors, the true puppet masters. But Tomeo knew the real reason for this firing exercise.
The master plan had not worked out. Time did not tell of its success after all. There was no victory. But many were still waiting for it.
The prestigious organisation had failed, for once. They still had their plotting instincts with them, though. Pick out those who did not listen, and blame them for it, they opined. The shareholders would believe it, that the situation was under control. Nothing would happen to the organisation, they sermonised.
Ever since he joined them, society and work seemed to meld together, creating the confused entity called life (as he knew it) that he had drudged through. He did not notice the warm sunshine, the romantic lights by the pier. He had not yet started the family he always wanted to have. Now, at least he would have the chance to do all these.
He no longer had to be a refugee each time he went back home, before going back out to work – and into the battlefield – the next day. It felt weird, but he managed to stare up at the towering building as he left its doors for the final time. He looked back down, walked through the alley, and out into the park. And for the first time in his life, he congratulated himself on a job well done.
***
It felt like scores of bullets piercing his arm, each one driving through with agonising force, immediately yanking him away from a land where his family was still alive, where he was still able to drive them down to the candy store by the maple tree to get their daily fix of taffy, and where the wife would never fail to nag good-naturedly at the kids for buying too much candy.
Awakening to the excruciating pain however, he saw no blood; instead, it was the mere prodding of a finger near his shoulder. They probably had drugged him with something that exponentially increased the sensitivity of his nerve endings, amplifying any discomfort. Even the slightest draught seemed to chafe his skin.
.
***
Tomeo fidgeted in his seat, fiddling with a piece of leather that hung limply from the handle. “Perhaps it was the result of a quarrel turned physical,” he thought, considering the possibilities of how it was torn. After all, it was already becoming a verbal brawl in the meeting room after the meeting proper, and the tension in the air was oppressive. Darla spat viciously at the presenter, one of the new ones that came in last week. She condemned his fieldwork; they were “entirely off the bloody mark”, apparently.
“We should be targeting the children, not the adults! They are the ones we are aiming for eventually. Redo it, immediately!”
The tone of binding authority was not lost on the intern, as he fumbled with his folder before scrambling out of the room, away from the crushing atmosphere Tomeo still had to face. Time continued to crawl as other Directors began to take up Darla’s mantle, taking turns to butcher ideas and slaughter creativity. He needed some fresh air now.
***
He woke up in a room, stifling and humid. “At least I’m not feeling cold now,” he thought scornfully. Taking stock of the situation, he realised he was tied and bound with cord in an empty, dark room. He presumed it was a basement or an underground facility; there were no windows, and the room reeked of mildew. It somewhat comforted him though, as he reminisced the smell of clothes that had not been sunned long enough, the smell of damp socks that had tracked mud and pond scum after a long summer day of fun.
He remembered how the earlier days of freedom had been taken for granted; now he would give anything to savour the taste of liberty. All the ideals that his once proud country stood for now lay in the miserable dust of the past. Groaning at the thoughts of the glorious past, he compared them to the wretched present, and shuddered at his contemplation of the future. He dared think no more. He did not want to think at all. It was too horrible, too vile. It wracked him with imagined pains, which were all too real for him.
He then began willing himself to sleep, singing the lullabies that once comforted babies, that now comforted him. It seemed the most practical thing to do. For the dreamscape seemed the finest reality one could subscribe to – the rest of the world was a nightmare. That was the only thing he was sure of now.
***
It was easy to forget the dangers of over-simplification in life. Things looked more attractive when they were simple and uncomplicated. Divergence, disparity, and variation were unattractive in a society that craved compliance. Soon, the removal of all exception and anomaly became the standard operating procedure, no matter how arbitrary the practice was. The value of ideas that seemed to be simpler and easier to comprehend replaced the value of ideas that were not easily appreciated by the average person, even though they may be of greater academic value or accuracy. It was about coming to a consensus on a social level, deciding the communal consciousness of the society on certain issues. Critical thinking, individual viewpoints, differing perspectives – none of these were part of the equation. The resulting dearth in individual opinion, and the consequential loss of diversity in society was starkly evident, though there was no indication of concern over this. The communal consciousness strongly disapproved of such actions, of such concern. People were following a way of life in which they were subconsciously being told what to do these days.
But Tomeo knew better. He judiously avoided the conditioning that had already infiltrated the inner echelons of society, that had pervaded and attached to the minds of the more impressionable and acquiescent among them. Even at his senior ranking, many fellows had been inducted into the realm of the apathetic. The devious politicking that troubled him daily was but the way they had been insidiously wired to behave, a condition that had been slowly developed, like a horrid potion brewing. Machiavelli would have been ashamed of himself.
***
The world seemed to shake violently, just before it stopped abruptly. As his face left the ground, Fe Guere tasted blood in his mouth, a taste he had gotten used to. He woke up from the casual but tight slaps on his jaw, each slap landing harder than the last one. After a while, they stopped hitting him. They began instead to accuse him of crimes he could not possibly have committed, demanding for his confessions. None came. After they listed a string of offences, of treason, of being a social nuisance, somehow, by some way or another, he passed out again.
***
His duties as part of the Board of Directors were about to end today. They had begun their exercise of removing those who did not give in, those who did not give up. He, along with a few others, had been handpicked by the Chairman, a man who seemed more like a despotic tyrant, with the help of the Advisors, the true puppet masters. But Tomeo knew the real reason for this firing exercise.
The master plan had not worked out. Time did not tell of its success after all. There was no victory. But many were still waiting for it.
The prestigious organisation had failed, for once. They still had their plotting instincts with them, though. Pick out those who did not listen, and blame them for it, they opined. The shareholders would believe it, that the situation was under control. Nothing would happen to the organisation, they sermonised.
Ever since he joined them, society and work seemed to meld together, creating the confused entity called life (as he knew it) that he had drudged through. He did not notice the warm sunshine, the romantic lights by the pier. He had not yet started the family he always wanted to have. Now, at least he would have the chance to do all these.
He no longer had to be a refugee each time he went back home, before going back out to work – and into the battlefield – the next day. It felt weird, but he managed to stare up at the towering building as he left its doors for the final time. He looked back down, walked through the alley, and out into the park. And for the first time in his life, he congratulated himself on a job well done.
***
It felt like scores of bullets piercing his arm, each one driving through with agonising force, immediately yanking him away from a land where his family was still alive, where he was still able to drive them down to the candy store by the maple tree to get their daily fix of taffy, and where the wife would never fail to nag good-naturedly at the kids for buying too much candy.
Awakening to the excruciating pain however, he saw no blood; instead, it was the mere prodding of a finger near his shoulder. They probably had drugged him with something that exponentially increased the sensitivity of his nerve endings, amplifying any discomfort. Even the slightest draught seemed to chafe his skin.
.
A draught. He had been moved. No longer was he in the enclosed basement. Somehow, he could not remember all that had happened before, the many cycles of sleep deprivation he had been experiencing at their hands. It all seemed a little hazy now, as if someone or something had gently rubbed away the edges of his memory. He looked up, and a face gradually came into focus. First the mouth, then the nose, and then the eyes. It was the kindest face he had seen in two months. No, it was the kindest face he had ever seen.
He had found his ultimate refuge. He was finally home free.
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